You were here with me the entire time

Another trip to Mayo to get a piece of mind from reputable doctors, this time alone. Being married 23 years I have become very dependent on Mike to do so many things for me sometimes I just need to step away and evaluate who I am and travel alone. Of course I was nervous, who…

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The pain is unbearable…its final

I must keep writing, I have not been socializing and I feel I am withering away.  Nothing seems normal anymore.  This past month I have felt like a walking zombie.  I am here going through the motions but I want to stay hidden as much as possible.  I gave in and went to the Mayo…

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Saturdays are for family…where are you?

One of the silly things you and I loved to do was go to garage sales looking for anyone’s lost pieces of belongings that we had to have!  The best was the guitar with a rich history and your alien blow up toy, what fun that was.  Alyssa’s little goats needed some play toys so…

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Hello Word Press this is my First blog post

I am starting this blog to pour out my feelings from losing Nicholas.   It has been 33 weeks and 6 days since I last heard your voice.  Each and every day I wake up with you on my mind.  Between the grieving and health issues I am having, these days just don’t seem real….

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